“Hi Rick, my oh my….me oh me…… what a beautiful person, what a beautiful place I am. My homework has been out of this world, beyond my imagination, but oh so real and healing. My heart has taken me places and shown me how large I am, and inside of me feels so big, spacious, so beautiful, and it is full of Love. I carry that place with me now. I can be in that place, I can live from that place. I feel like my body is so full it can’t contain all this at times. I can go beyond my body to accommodate the need for more space and it feels grand! I am blessed, so blessed, so beautiful. I felt so much Love it seemed impossible there could be that strong of Love in existence, and it was Love of myself! The strongest Love I have ever felt……..and it was for me! And there was no denying that it was true Love, honest Love, organic Love from the source.

I was astonished that I could have so much Love for myself. It was so much Love, it was painful. I would like to Love everyone and everything this much. What a gift this Love is, what a gift I can share, what a gift I am to know such Love. I have this kind of point in front of me that is a threshold I must pass through in order to relate and be with another. I have felt it so distinctly in this Inward Bound course we are taking, and I realize it is for me to pass through and engage without fear (for my fear will get in the way of any relationship I will try and attempt). To pass over this point is an intention I have for myself as I feel it is something I am called to do for myself. I have been pondering for a couple of weeks as to how it gets across and behaves on the other side with another person. Just holding a conversation for Pete’s sake!! Good grief!!

So hard and scary to commit to such a goal. Well, today I have the answer. It is what I was saying above. I can approach another and have a relationship with them from talking to consoling because I am in such a beautiful place inside me, so Loved, and I can be with anyone from that place. All this is so profound and beautiful.I am so blessed, and the tears come with so much joy and gratitude when I am there. I am babbling on with words that have no means of expressing these things, but you know so I should just stop.

To experience this, to be this is such a gift, thank you Rick, thank you for your gifts and your Love.”

CRAIG